It's day One of the Lenten season. I was really challenged to look into what the word "sacrifice" means, what it looks like to lay down my life for others. (http://blog.worldvisionacts.org/2012/02/sacrifice/) As Jonathan Walton describes, here in this season, we're giving up one or two or several things but there's so much more to that. Jesus didn't just give us one aspect of himself. He gave up EVERYTHING for us, his glory, his status, his comfort, giving us FULL joy, peace, love. It cost him dearly but the beauty and purpose in all this was worth it. Likewise, we ought to give all of ourselves to Him.
As I explore more in depth of what sacrifice means and look like, a full sacrifice, here are some things i'm giving up/picking up for these 40+ days:
1. chocolate and candy (my default every lent season cause though it's not horrifically challenging, it still serves as a reminder for me of this lent season and what it's about)
2. buying things aside from food, and presents for friends (i realize how much money i spend on myself and how often i buy stuff whether it be electronics or books or random things.
3. following through World Vision acts' challenges and exploring the meaning of sacrifice with them!
4. fasting from one meal a week (with aiv small group)
I might add on more as I usually do as the days go by. It might look as if it were an exhaustive list of do's and dont's but i really believe each serves its own purpose and that i'll grow much from it. At that end of the day, it's all about the desire to meet God and surrender/humble ourselves so that I may hear from Him better.
Wednesday, February 22, 2012
Friday, February 3, 2012
s. day 155 the image of God
It might be a crime not to share. It's incredible what God's been doing in the lives of my fellow brothers and sisters at AIV. I had an immensely blessed opportunity to plan and lead with the new students (mainly freshmen) for large group tonight with the theme of "Upping the Ante," basically, challenging our personal relationships with God to a new level.
I can't begin to describe the excellence in the openness and talents of the freshmen class. To be short, I was extremely blessed by the testimonies shared and the creativity elements of games, tshirts and video, as well as the community of people to participate.
my heart is at a wreck for I absolutely love these people but I'm wrestling with how I can serve them and guide them in their walks with Christ as I'm growing myself. I don't believe my ministry is in aiv but i certainly desire to see them prosper. i tell myself to see how things play out and let it be. yet, i don't know if that's the wisest of decisions.
Updates on life:
-tuteja research group has been going slow, which I guess is okay. not doing much in lab cause the person i work under isn't too organized with what he wants me to do.
-imago dei conference was great. certainly blessed to hear short testimonies and identify with the asian culture as well as getting to know people in aiv better.
-got to admit that school's a bit tougher, maybe cause i don't have the motivation to study as well. picking it back up slightly recently.
I can't begin to describe the excellence in the openness and talents of the freshmen class. To be short, I was extremely blessed by the testimonies shared and the creativity elements of games, tshirts and video, as well as the community of people to participate.
my heart is at a wreck for I absolutely love these people but I'm wrestling with how I can serve them and guide them in their walks with Christ as I'm growing myself. I don't believe my ministry is in aiv but i certainly desire to see them prosper. i tell myself to see how things play out and let it be. yet, i don't know if that's the wisest of decisions.
Updates on life:
-tuteja research group has been going slow, which I guess is okay. not doing much in lab cause the person i work under isn't too organized with what he wants me to do.
-imago dei conference was great. certainly blessed to hear short testimonies and identify with the asian culture as well as getting to know people in aiv better.
-got to admit that school's a bit tougher, maybe cause i don't have the motivation to study as well. picking it back up slightly recently.
Thursday, January 19, 2012
r. day 140 though it's less than He deserves
One Desire Fast- a week-long fast from 6 am - 6 pm for the purpose of seeking after God and His direction for our church, an outward expression of our hunger for God. If only we hungered for spiritual food more than physical food...
It's insane how good God has been/is to me. Especially with this fast, i've been blessed so greatly. the hunger pains isn't as bad as I imagined, but that's only a minor aspect of it. i really gained a sense of what hungering for God looks like and every time I feel hungry, I'm reminded of praying earnestly and living my life for God. The focus, the energy, the passion, the faith, is something that comes all from Him and not from me. I found myself praying, a lot, and not dry prayers, but prayers of desperateness and of delight. To be caught up in Him, to truly be thankful of Him, to see the depths of my sins no matter how trivial they may seem at first, not only humbles me but increases my desire to love Him and to bless those around me with His love. certain sins, it feels so much easier to run away and overcome as I'm immersed in my relationship with Him. Though certainly still a tremendously great struggle, makes me more dependent on Him.
Updates:
--got accepted in Tuteja's research group! (the professor I talked to last Wednes)
--One Desire Fast has been great as mentioned
--started on my journey to read the Bible in one year (hope i'll make it through)
--won our first IM basketball game this past Sunday
--volunteered at a middle school in Detroit on MLK Day with life group and it was a huge blast
It's insane how good God has been/is to me. Especially with this fast, i've been blessed so greatly. the hunger pains isn't as bad as I imagined, but that's only a minor aspect of it. i really gained a sense of what hungering for God looks like and every time I feel hungry, I'm reminded of praying earnestly and living my life for God. The focus, the energy, the passion, the faith, is something that comes all from Him and not from me. I found myself praying, a lot, and not dry prayers, but prayers of desperateness and of delight. To be caught up in Him, to truly be thankful of Him, to see the depths of my sins no matter how trivial they may seem at first, not only humbles me but increases my desire to love Him and to bless those around me with His love. certain sins, it feels so much easier to run away and overcome as I'm immersed in my relationship with Him. Though certainly still a tremendously great struggle, makes me more dependent on Him.
Updates:
--got accepted in Tuteja's research group! (the professor I talked to last Wednes)
--One Desire Fast has been great as mentioned
--started on my journey to read the Bible in one year (hope i'll make it through)
--won our first IM basketball game this past Sunday
--volunteered at a middle school in Detroit on MLK Day with life group and it was a huge blast
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