48 redeeming time when men think least i will

this is not cool. it feels as if every night when i ponder at the turnout of my day, i feel i haven't accomplished much. i look at the clock that reads 11:45 and i wonder why it has already become so late. i think back and wonder what i've done all day. how does time pass by so quickly. where has it all gone? quite the mystery. it's quite the miserable feeling i must say. perhaps i didn't fulfill God's plans for me that day. i'm guessing it's also because i've been focused on accomplishing a secret project that definitely is a lot harder than i had imagined. so i end up spending lots of time on it but only accomplishing a small portion of it. oh wells. guess i'll just quicken up my pace and sacrifice quality. =).