Saturday, January 22, 2011

201 maybe i should pick up cooking or baking as a hobby

i realize how much i love excellence. sometimes, i wonder how fate clashes with passion and hard work. for one, i certainly am blessed to be athletic. i do like volleyball more than other sports, though basketball comes really close. yet, i feel like circumstances do not open up for me to excel in volleyball. i have certainly thought about pursuing it regardless but that means i must sacrifice my time and energy on something else. Yet everything else is important to me. i don't see the trade-off being beneficial to society. hence, i do not strive as hard. i still wonder that's wise or not. for the time being, it seems to be so.

Thursday, January 6, 2011

120 nine hours at bobst might be an all time record for me though i might be wrong

It's intriguing how one longs to be known and understood but yet hides himself away. sometimes, i wonder whether he does a good job or if people just do not care enough. one must wonder at how much God wants us to know Him yet He cannot be known fully.