403 Lord move, or move me

I hate typing when there's so much chaos going on because everything is so jumbled and unclear and all over the place. I wouldn't know how to start and continue and flow everything together. I also hate writing when there's so much joy and satisfaction because words will easily cheapen the intensity of the experience. I find it pays no justice to speak when i cannot finish. but sometimes i must speak even if it's incomplete. but i'll reserve that for next time.