517 it's not simply about kindness one lives for, please don't misunderstand

christian music is powerful. it's even more apparent to me- my lack of growth. been deceived for quite some time. i read and learn more and perhaps understand theology more, but that does not substitute for a personal relationship with God, one where i can feel His presence and know that He is interacting in this world. theology helps, but it only goes so far. what i desire is the know God as Daniel from the Bible know God. it's so hard seeing the realness of the relationship people of the Bible have with God. it's almost as if they lived in a totally different dimension. but i believe that God is alive and interactive in this world. the Word would simply be ink on paper and nothing more if He wasn't so. but the Word became flesh.